yesterday, i was fasting.
people say, it's good to fast yesterday!
15th Rejab.
and my break-fast meal was.........
the new cheezy chikaroni
and cheezy wedgesi swam around Brunsfield's pool. (ayu's apartment)
AROUND OK!
but, maintain on the side of the pool.
in case out of breath la.
the pool is quite deep.
so, don't want to kill myself in the process.
:D
i float and move!
so proud of myself.
i always know i can swim.
yay!
ayu, selalu-selalu la amik kamek g swimming rumah kitak ok!
hehe
p.s-swimming, good exercise+fun!
xoxo,
princesspda
another good thing happen.
n at work!
happy!
happy!
i love working!
haha.
see.
i like it, when we do good deeds.
we get the reward.
and as for me.
the reward usually comes fast! (i like to think so)
nways, believe me.
it comes with a price.
because its the same when u do bad deeds.
the "reward" also comes fast!
hehe.
scary right!
but good what, makes me feel guilty everytime i do bad deeds.
scared of what will come next.
but, sometimes, even feel guilty, scared, still do. (can't control sometimes, curiosity! heh)
n then, nah.
one by one, troubles came by to pay a visit.
:)
i remembered during high school.
my teacher told us in class maybe, or during tazkirah after maghrib.
when u intent to do good deeds, only intent, not yet do.
u are rewarded already.
but, when u intent to do something bad.
not until u do it that u are charged of guilty.
oohh..its not fair, but it really sides to humans' behaviour.
to us right!
hehe.
xoxo,
princesspda
yesterday, by the time i got home from work, astro was installed.
yippie!
thanks ice, for standing in for me.
when good things happen, even though it is small, it really makes me wanna fly.
so, just imagine, when one of the bad things happen.
just as same, it terribly makes me sink so low.
therefore,
wishing for more good things in future.
please..please..please..
hehe.
nways,
yesterday was fun.
me n my long-distance BF were talking abt stuff that never fails to make me giggle.
like it though.
haha.
n, my plan with ayu, and also dilla.
kan dilla kan ? hehe..
not forgetting ice, though she doesn't need it at all.
:O
hope it goes well.
i'm super anxious already.
oh no.
got to be less anxious.
hehe
n, last night, watched samarinda.
cool adi putra.
i so love him.
:)
and watched sekar.
though by the time it ends, i was so sleepy.
very satisified.
finally, feeling like i'm spending my money wisely.
p.s - wish me luck to get my plans in order and i wish u the best luck in the world too!
xoxo,
princesspda
one thing abt me, as i get to know through time..
is that i cannot be so-anxious-can't-stop-talking abt anything.
it's not that i am not anxious.
i am one super anxious girl.
only that, when i'm too anxious.
things won't happen the way i want.
the way i hope.
it scares me sometime.
now, if i can help it, i won't tell people things i'm anxious of.
scared of the fact, it may not happen.
or just happen, but not the way i hoped.
i was just thinking, abt people getting engaged.
getting married.
if i were to be engaged.
married even more.
can i tell people, give out the wedding cards.
engaged or married people are always anxious right ?
or, if i tell, it won't happen the way i want it to be!
oh no!
if i ever get married or engaged, now u know why u weren't invited.
haha.
p.s - this entry was inspired by "yesterday my astro was not installed yet, cancelled, maybe today"
i know its because i was so anxious yesterday. so, today, i'm not so anxious anymore. (^_^)v
xoxo,
princesspda
